Celibate Till Marriage
Why are we so quick to jump into bed with each other? A lot of men these days want to have sex with you on the first date. To me it feels very much like a try before you buy culture and I have to admit that it is not for me at all. I used to work for a London escorts before I had a complete lifestyle change. I don’t know what came over me, but I felt that I had enough of the lifestyle which London escorts offered me and I decided to break away. At first it was hard because I was rather addicted to all of the things I could find at the lowest priced London escorts.
I did it in stages, and gradually cut down the hours at the London escorts service that I worked for in central London. Instead of working at night, I did some day time shifts and extended the hours I worked outside of London escorts. Most London escorts have other little jobs going. It is like a cover, you can’t really tell others you work for an escorts service if they are not involved in the business. Anyway, after about six months, I was ready to leave the escort service in London.
I felt that I wanted to do something that really mattered. Even though I was away from London escorts, I still felt there was some thin missing in my life. Community kitchen are popular in London, and I soon tracked down one in my part of the town.
They were looking for staff and when I was not too busy with my job, I helped out. It felt good, and it was almost like it cleansed my soul. Finally it felt like I had left London escort far behind me.One day, I met this wonderful man called Alan in the kitchen. He had his own business locally but just like me, he felt that he wanted to do something a little bit more worthwhile with his time. We had a lot of things in common and we were soon spending a lot of time together. It felt good and I could see that we had a few future together. But I was not just going to jump into bed with him.
This was the new and in my mind I had put London escorts far behind me. Alan said that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, and I took that as a proposal. Sticking to my new principals which I had set for myself since leaving London escorts. I told him that I was not going to engage in sex before marriage as I was serious about him and wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
To my surprise, he took it very well and our wedding night was indeed special. I was not a virgin, but it certainly felt that I was starting afresh. Will I ever tell him about London escorts? I am not so sure about that.